i didnt expect things to go this way.
yeah,i noe i didnt want yiwen to be like tat but it turned
out that i've become like her.
sometimes i tink back,
wat if i didnt come back here to study,
will i ever turn to be like tat?
to me,i dunt tink so.
people here are really so different from there.
most of them dun have direstions is life
and i dunt want to be like them.
honestly,now im not drinking till late night.
i've started since summer class.
and im proud of myself cos i can turn them down now.
no more beers,no more late night party.
IM SERIOUS CLAUDIA!!!!
Monday, April 21, 2008 @ 6:21 PM
i was looking thru ayul's blog and saw this entry 2years back and im touched :)Friday, December 29, 2006
F.R.I.E.N.D.S 1:23 PM
i was recently catching up wif frens whom i hardly talk with in msn. Sme sound 'pretty' glad tht i PM dem; (but y dun they pm me?)anyway, sme bcme a tad arrogant, sme as crappy as usual. I'm gonna talk about frens today, as sme special ones made me wo and what i am now, today, 1:25pm, 29december.. 2006.. n talking abt 29December, 2 days more, and its 2007. How time flies. How smetimes i wish i could turn bck time, undid those stupid moments in my life, and mayb perhaps i'll b a better person.
anyway, frens do come and go (most of dem); its a selective few dat will constantly contact u. Sme, seemed to look like dat, (but they cme to u if dey need u ONLY), in dis case need isnt a good thing. You're like their spare tyre or emergency life jacket when they are in need of help, thankfully, i know dis kinda ppl, and if i sense SOS from them, i'll just ignore cause, (if u dun need me u wun tok to me wad).
i was once, a dumb mute intellectual, quite geeky art freak moron, but than as time flies, influencial frm surrounding as well as frens, became who i am today. crappy, loud and evrythig eye catching me. haha, love my frens to bits and pieces.
some frens i had lost in the process of life, but dis year, i made up wif dem. they tur up to be wad they used to be. jus hours of clearing the cloud arnd us, and sunshine came gleaming. soo wad i'm trying to say, love ur frens man, dun make use of dem coz i never did. (i hope so).
i have a few frens dat well, will be incomplete if one is missing and also a good good "boyfren" who seems to be evrywhre. oh oh.. "boyfren" isnt boyfriend. duhh! aint gay la ok. soo ya, dese special people below deserves special mention. for those who i never put up ur names, i still love u, but i spend more time wif these ppl. I am gonna list down in order of people i mitup most.
1. Arif a.k.a "Boyfren" (in other words bestie)
2. Fizah a.k.a Mummy (awww, u rawk!)
3. Ket a.k.a "Girlfren" (u are one hell of a kind)
4. Ayeb a.k.a Blue's Clue (no more blue's clue for u)
5. Mimin a.k.a Emo-Rep (stop denying la)
6. Rach C a.k.a Pendek (imported from the phillipines)
muahahaha! so dats dem, the people i'm always arnd wif. like they occupy 60% of my time... muahahaha! clubbing, lepak-ing.. even shopping and dining out at Azeera. wow!!!
i dunnoe wad left to write la.. nvm.. i love my readers too.. and pls pls pls..
those who wanna noe me more
add me in friendster at:
ayul.andika@gmail.com
Saturday, April 05, 2008 @ 2:53 PM
HOLLA!
jus came back from my vacation at ISABELA.
hell yeah,i enjoyed my stay there.
we left at 1030pm on the 29 March for isabela.
it was a 10 hour drive to isabela from manila.
jus imagine our ass sitting for 10 hours and der was only 3 stopover.
i couldn't sit still and i kept turning in my seat.
didnt get to sleep too while ate ninya beside slept like a log. HAHA!
reached isabela around 730am. was gona stay with the BALLESTEROS for
whole of 5days. mark was not at home wen we reached home.
the kids was there too.
met their oldest sis,ate che and kuya bytes,her husband. not forgetting
their baby, SKY!!! he's one darn cute baby. CUUUUUTE AND HYPER.
and there was their dad,who really is a joker. he so loook like mark. haha.
saw their big farm. visited their BODEGA. ate alot while my stay there.
life there was great. simple but happy. i love being with the kids.
they're so loving. gimik with the siblings at BIG BRO.
they even made me sang on stage. i looked soooo DORK singin on stage. i didnt even noe the lyrics. and i sang putol putol. i was so damn embarrassed that i made mark stay with me while singing. i didnt noe wer to put my face after.
watever it is, I ENJOYED MY STAY THERE :)
THANKS TO THE BALLESTEROS FAMILY!!!!